“I don’t think anything’s consistent. I think we do rely on each other so much, too much. You do these things everyday, 24 hours a day, and you become so close that just the thought, nothing even has to happen, it’s just the thought of something happening, just the thought that that person might disappear and go away or do something else…you’re always on guard and, I found something that’s so important, and that’s doing this band but you know, to be honest, it’s him.”